Wow… it has been so long since I blogged that I do not know where to begin…. I guess I should let you know why I stopped in the first place.
When the “fit hit the shan” at a social networking site for crafters in which a group of people, myself included, was falsely accused of nasty horrible things, my blog became a place where people came to look for trouble. I had posted my side of said events and was promptly ridiculed, crucified, and harassed by those who wish to just stir trouble and hurt people who did not agree with their views. It got to the point where I had anxiety attacks just coming to my blog to post wondering what would be said or if it would be linked all across the internet for others to make fun of me. Also, not just those people involved in the incident at that place, but my stalker and my husbands stalker just lurking trying to find something to start trouble with. I just got to the point I hated blogging. Needless to say, I just stopped.
However, I feel the need right now to start blogging. Friends wonder what happened to me. Deneen is beside herself with worry and i realize not everyone who read my blog is on facebook so they do not have a means to keep up with my life so I decided to start blogging again.
there ya go…. the reason why I stopped…
Now, a lot has happened since I stopped blogging. Mainly, my husband got a new job and we have relocated to Northern Virginia. yeah that’s right, we live less than an hour away from the Nation’s Capital. But it is not as bad as it sounds. We live in a small town, in fact we live out in the country and you would never know we are considered Washington DC metro… lol go figure… so far out in the country we cannot get cable yet so close to DC we are called metro. But I love where we live. My husband loves his new job and the boy has 4 acres of woods to place in.
We have only been moved about a month so I am still trying to figure out how to get a 12oo sq ft house full of stuff into a 900 sq ft rental lol. Another purge is in order. It has not been easy as my fibromyalgia and anxiety have ruled my life as of late. Every day life is pretty much pain wrecked and hard. Living has been really hard the majority of days and getting things done takes a lot out of me. So I may not post every day but I will try to keep this current.
Other things happening:
Still home schooling the boy, who is 7 going on 50 I think.
We went down to NC to see Sgt. P (Husband’s son) off to war, and we miss him horribly but he is doing well.
I am trying to reinvent myself to be a better wife and mother and live my life being productive living with chronic pain. I cannot hide how I feel any longer and I cannot use it as a reason not to do things.
Have done little crafting the past few months, with pain, and packing/unpacking etc I just have not had time or energy. but I am getting back into it again.
anyway…
that is about it for right now.
Thanks for reading.
it takes time hon you need to think of YOU too
Welcome back to the world of Blog. Hopefully this time will be better for you.
You MOVED! So much stuff at once and I am sure between the anxiety and fibro, you felt like crap. Stress makes it worse and you have to alleviate the stress, which is hard. You are way to hard on yourself you know. I’ve missed ya.